Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in Cutie Pie's LiveJournal:

Thursday, December 9th, 2004
11:07 pm	Well I can now say that I had my first real bout of being homesick yesterday...but the only thing is..I go "home" every weekend...and yet its so different there now that its hardly even like being at home. For about half an hour last night I missed my old life...really really just missed my life from about 6 months ago...which is weird because i'm honestly happier right now but for some reason I just got really nostalgic. So it took over 3 months but its finally started to hit me how different things are...woot. Anywho I woke up this morning and was fine...wrote another craptacular final and now i get to write another tomorrow.......and then go home?? again..haha. anywho Current Mood: tired (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
7:10 am	I had sex for the first time last night since I started birth control...no condom = more pleasure = hearing my boyfriend make a sound i've never heard before. :D (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 27th, 2004
11:32 am	OK...i need some outside perspectives. Quite the situation i have myself in. Ok here goes ( Read more... ) (Comment on this)
Friday, August 20th, 2004
10:25 am	Girl -- Slow down. Im scared. Guy -- No this is fun. Girl -- No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy -- Then tell me you love me. Girl -- Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy -- Now give me a BIG hug. -=Girl hugs him=- Guy -- Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me. (In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy had realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live, even though it meant that he would die. ahhhh...... (Comment on this)
10:10 am	*sob* I'm an idiot. And yet I haven't been this happy in a long time. I'm falling for someone that I shouldn't be falling for and I don't know what to do. Extremely complicated situation...I think I might lose my best friend, my twin sister and my 2nd mother for this guy...and for some reason its still a hard decision. Theres something about him that I can't just ignore...i'm drawn to him. We stayed up all night a couple nights ago just talking. Thats all I have ever wanted...to find someone that I can just talk to about everything and not feel guilty about it. I told him almost evertyhing about myself...things I don't tell anyone. But we've become more then friends and things have become more complicated. I don't know if I'm strong enoughto have a secret relationship but then again...I am completely positive I am not strong enough to lose him again....oh man. HOw do I get myself into these situations?? Current Mood: confused Current Music: 'falling to pieces' avril lavigne (Comment on this)